"The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are good, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eyes are bad, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!"
"But the LORD said to Samuel, 'Do not consider his appearance or his height, for I have rejected him. The LORD does not look at the things man looks at. Man looks at the outward appearance, but the LORD looks at the heart." -1Samuel 16:7
Dax (almost 9) saw a stack of books and knew I had been to the library. He just finished Percy Jackson and the Olympians The Lightening Thief and needed something for his 20 minutes of reading for homework. He asked me which I suggested. Upon first reading it alone, he rated it as "not my favorite." He never once took notice of the pictures and read it strictly as he would a chapter book only he didn't even pick up the change in fonts. Later while David had taken Cole to a birthday party and K was sleeping, I asked if he'd like to read it together; he conceded because he will take any snuggle time we get when the others are away. As we read and discussed the pics, he became animated in the hunt for clues in the illustrations and began to interpret some things similarly to my earlier interpretations and some differently. I realized that we too had different angles on the book much like the characters had different angles on the park; perspectives and opinions can be synonomous. In that moment, my heart yearned to have my Father's angle on people and things. I have been drawn to truth for much of my life both practically and Absolutely; begging Him at times to let me see reality and not my own perception. But with Dax reading this book at this juncture I long for His Angle / His Opinion, to see the proverbial "park" not exactly as the "park" is but as He sees it!
This was momentary. Two days later and after this morning of getting the boys up and off to school, I confess I did not see them the way He does this morning. I hope and pray for more moments and maybe just maybe moment by moment I will give to Him and become more like Him!
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